18 jan 10

this day have finally come! another scary day. must reach tan tock seng at 8.30am. so nervous! i reach there.. then the nurse ask me to change my cloths to their operation cloths. lie on the bed. then suddenly i become the monkey in the zoo like tat. around 10 ppl come see me. they look like doctors. then one of them tell me, they are students going to be a doctor, they are graduation this yr. same age as me! then one by one they ask me can they look at my neck? i say ok.......

then one by one they take turns, touch my neck, ask me to swallow . one by one one by one.. swallow until the last one, my throat so dry!! cos i have to fast from yesterday 12am. my throat sooo soo dry, after they finish, the nurse push me to the operation room. then the anesthetic doctor come and see me. talk to me awhile, then tell me wat is going to happen inside there.

after awhile, the doctor came, ask me what do i work as, then i say i'm a designer.... then very funny, i ask him so will my scar be very obvious? he say "oh no, we will design in a way tat it looks like winkle" hahaha why say design? sound funny. i go in, the anesthetic doctor very nice to me, keep telling me not to worry, relax. then they inject something to my vein on my hand. abit pain... really ouch a bit then they give me something to breath, they say its oxygen for me to breath, breath for a few time i will fall asleep. i breath for.. i think 10 times i still haven't sleep... then the other nurse say my face too small. so they give me another one. i breath for i think 3 times, fall asleep liao haha.

when i wake up, they say the operation is over. then i feel like i got super sore throat. when i swallow very pain. feel super sleepy. from 1pm i waited until 5pm then i got push up to the wards. they say no bed for me yet.... soo dizzy and feel abit like wanna burp but cannot burp like tat

finally i am up the bed, jordan came first, then he say my scar is ok. not very obvious.
bluff one lor!

i make it small small. cos it looks disgusting. haha the one thing, actually got a tube connect to this thing

my blood!
after a while my whole family came. but i was super super tired. no mood to entertain them haha. didn't eat for the whole day tat day. but i wake up at 11pm. go toilet. and feel super awake. then i try to eat something, they say if didn't eat, i have to have the tube connect to my vein. so i eat, hopping the tube can be take away . but then.. didn't leh... i have to sleep with that thing on my vein.

19 jan 10

i wake up in the morning, alot of doctors came to see me. they say my voice is good. didn't affect. then they see i can eat liao. the doctor ask me wanna go home today? i can go home already. but must bring this with me.


so weird. i have to bring this bottle and tube on my neck home. then next day go back take out the tube again. so i tell them i stay for one more day. then another doctor came. dunno what is he doing leh. he come and poke my neck. super pain! then he say abit pain hor? its like tat one. so pain la!

breakfast was mian xian. still can eat. lunch is some weird thing and meat with rice, i eat until super hard to swallow. then they say i can bath liao. thought they will help me. cos my neck cannot touch water. but no wor, they give me plastic tie on my neck then ask me to bath. bath my my neck muscle pain... dinner they gave me eat spicy mapo toufu with rice! wah how i eat! eat a few bite only. then my family came. and 2 other frens, i told them can dun come but they say they wanna come. haha. when they come, my sis got play monopoly card game. 4 of us play together lol. my fren give me this



and a pair of ear ring .
i keep sleeping, wake up, eat a few bite, sleep again. like pig like tat.

20 jan

finally i can discharge liao! happily play ds. happily waiting for the thing on my vein to take out. but the nurse came and insert some external things on it. then inject dunno wat thing. super pain! then i ask the nurse "i thought the doctor say can take out liao?" then the nurse say ok i go ask doctor, after a while, she come back take out. heng taking that thing out doesn't feel pain. the nurse say when she take out, i take a deep breath then won't feel pain. really leh! after that they take out the tube on my neck. can feel the thing taken out of m neck but can't feel the pain also.

after tat they say i am discharge. waiting for my sis to come fetch me. around 3pm.. i sleep again. haha. when she came, we go buy bread. take taxi home. i sleep again.

21 jan
wake up at 9am. jordan came. help me apply cream on the wound and heat up food.

around 12.30 pm he leave liao. need to work. haha very funny everytime he watch tv, his soul dunno go where, got tv, and its on, his head turn, then will stop there liao lol.
he stay in this position for... i think 3 mins while he is wearing his shoes.

24 jan 09

Now i'm better liao~ can use com alread haha. but still cannot go out, neck muscle feel pain after a while must lie down hahha. tml going to take out stitch liao. so nervous! hope tml is the last day to be nervous.
today very scary, i got wake up early in the morning around 4am. my mum and dad come in and ask me is my neck bleeding? i say no. then they say how come outside got blood stain? from a big patch till a small and fade one. at first thought my sis drink milo or something, but today when everyone is up, no one is bleeding!

so.. who's blood is it?!?!?!

6 jan 10

The anesthetic day...
k.. not really having anesthetic on that day but, its to see the anesthetic doctor, dunno wat are they going to do to me!! i reach there, go toilet again! lol keep going to toilet.

wait for quite long. they inform me wat kind of wards do i want, explain A1, B1, B2 , C. i took the B2. cos i dun really like air con. and its cheaper. heard will have blood test and check up. but... what does check up do? toilet again. they measured my height and weight, they say i am 55kg, 166cm.... but i measure i am 57 kg leh. 163. hmmm

Finally my turn! see the anesthetic doctor. but its not the doctor herself its another nurse. she just ask me question. do i smoke, do i drink... then she ask one qns jordan and i give a small laughter. she ask can i climb stairs for more than 2 stories? after tat they say go for blood test. oh~ so check up is only measure height and weight! then i go to another room for blood test. tat room i went before. just sit on the chair, the nurse will give me injection.
But... when i go in, the nurse ask me to lie on bed. lie on bed?! blood test lie on bed?!?!
why?!!? inject where?!?! then above the bed i saw a very big tube. something like injection like tat. thought they are going to inject me with that. then i saw the nurse taking a bunch of wire stuff and some sticker stick on my body. check up?!!? wanna electric me?!!? so scary! feel super super super nervous. then i sit up, ask the nurse, wat are they going to do aar? they say ecg or ec something..... they say sort form for me how i know whats that??!!? they say check my heart. ?!?! they are going to electric me see my heart beat..... then i sit up again and ask . "will it hurt?" the nurse say "no, just 2 mins only very fast one" no. but 2 mins? means not very pain cos 2 mins only or wat? scaary!! the wire is on my body now... now what? i lie on the bed, turning my head. the nurse say, "must lie still, head also cannot turn". wah! means will be very painful ar? even head also cannot turn. so i lie down there very stiff and wait..... then the nurse came again and ask "ai yo~ u very nervous ar? u very stiff leh. cannot go through. dun worry nothing one. just sleep ok? u lie here sleep i walk away first. u relax". then i start to relax......

no feeling one lor. i dunno scare what. after tat she say "see? now better liao. its normal. if continue just now like tat she must take me to see heart doctor liao" lol. then she say u can sit here, i give u blood test. then later she say nvm laa u lie down here, i do it here instead, dun need so troublesome. wah but this time the blood test super pain ar! she inject very hard, then press my hand like wanna break it like tat, she say wana stop my blood. so pain. later my blood splash out ar. hahaha dunno why but a super scary day...

25
went to our ah ma's house celebrate christmas.
nothing much tat day also. think 24th i sleep too late liao, 25 wake up too early. whole day super tired...
we exchange present with my cousin.
i got this!

soo cute~~~
then my sis give me this!

smell so nice~

oh and yesterday my other cousin gave me nice nail polish and a body shop shower stuff. i like the nail polish. but the other day i apply nil polish, my nails crack until super scary and i'm going for op soon, so didn't apply any yet.

my sis and i bought this for my mum

glad she love it. got gold, got silver and diamond haha.
she always say her neck is empty thought she is hinting us something so we bought it. she got surprise haha.

26 dec 09

went out with grace they all. at first they say wanna celebrate my birthday on the 17. but i'm not in singapore. then postpone postpone become 26.

at first jordan and i went to play L4D2. first time playing it. i still can play 1 hour, after tat. feel dizzy wanna
after playing L4d2 with his frens, we go meet grace they all. aston! at first i remember the food there not very good. i give them one more chance. it turn up not bad at all!


actually when grace and esther says they re going toilet, i really think they re going toilet. but then jordan..... i talk to jordan and justin half way jordan's action suddenly super big. i thought wat happen and turn around and saw it hah. but its quite a surprise.

so sweet


oh~ i look really fat in the photos. hahha. tats why didn't upload in facebook.
after dinner we went to the "hangout" place for some game

so cute! the place is design with monkeys!!





but duno who says it look like me.


learning how to play. this game is really fun! after tat we go eat tou hua. didn't know at nite the place so crowded there. hehe. but it was great! having lot of fun today and i love the presents they gave me.



28 dec 09
early in the morning, wake up , go poly clinic go for blood test again. blood test only, it took 2 hours! wah wait until then the aunty in front of me so cute! she wanna go toilet then she ask me to help her look after her number. when she come back , she start talking to me... in hokkien!

i reply back in hokkien hahahaa. she so cute, when the ambulance came, she say"oh~ bi bo bi bo lai liao. si mi dai ji ar?" (oh bi bo bi bo come already, what happen ar?) then she keep looking, talk to me about alot of things, she ask me got watch monday's show a not. got one operation one. see until she feel scare. then she tell me what happen to her, her tummy one day suddenly very pain, then keep shivering. then wat the doctor tell her.. then tell me her daughter married to a japanese guy, today coming back go sg, this sat must come back see doctor again.... we chat for 2 hours. lol in hokkien! then after tat we become good fren like tat, when her turns come, i faster call her, push her shoulder lol tell her to go which counter, then she go pay, then come back still for me. lol then we wait together again, so funny, we must queue to pay first then we go for blood test, and the paying took sooooo long. blood test is really fast actually.
after paying, we wait again, her turn to go for blood test, then she come out still come find me then she say "bye bye hor~" then she walk away. hahah. my turn come after she left. i ask him when is the earliest time for me to have another appointment cos new yr is coming, later very late not in time for me to see my anesthetic doctor. the doctor also blur blur, he say this friday... but this friday is a holiday! lol in the end i reach my company at 12pm. went back at 6.30 LOL. like half day like tat .

31 jan09

i really can't remember wat we did now. i think just shopping... haha. didn't count down again. cos we are in the lans shop playing games.... he is playing games, i was watching kang xi lai le.
so.. i watch from 09 to 10, he play game from 09 to 10 ......

love december, when reach my bd, time passes very fast, after my bd, its christmas eve in 1 week time, then after christmas, its new yr eve. hahah
office got a small celebration on 23. and luck draws, i got $25!! haha the biggest price is $100. but $25 not bad also haha. better than nothing

24 dec 09
didn't do much stuff
we went to marina square... he say wanna buy bd present for his dad. which is... 01 jan!
too excited for the present. when we meet, we exchange liao!


hahahaha. i keep telling him i want surprise. but when reach there, he go to precious thot then see whether got the stuff he buy a not. cos he say he went to many places to search for it. when i see him walking to that shop, i somehow know what he got for me liao..

but then.. when open, still got little surprise.

i didn't know he know i like beauty and the beast~
i thought he will buy me some horse musical box. cos tat time we keep looking at it.

after tat we went to sing K! looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnngggggg time never sing liao. i always ask him to go with him he always say dun want. tat day suddenly he tell me lets go sing k.
took a pic of him singing. didn't know his eyes can split apart~


after singing, its quite late already, we went to liang court eat this thing.. not bad!





they are closing, i think they are in a hurry, didn't give me proper plate.. give me paper plate and cups instead. so angry!
after eating and all tat, its 11+ liao! his brother got ask us wanna go marina count down a not... but... dun feel like leh. dun want crowds. so we went home. lol he come my house play game.. play until 12+ we forgot to count down! our christmas count down just pass like tat lol