today.. mmess... finally get to learn website
of all the courses, i put IMD as second choice ... i've choosen the most dislike course. i've already prepared for it. but yet, its the course i most wanted to learn. ya.. .weird. dislike but yet want to learn. i am weird.

and i really really hate doing website. i'd rather draw 2d then doing website. argh~~ i wanna learn programming... ya i hate programme. i wanna learn java.... i wanna learn more flash.... but then.. today sherlyn said tat we will be learning basic dreamweaver.... maybe i should join IT instead.. heard that they learn more programming.. but then... i will really hate the subject... arh.... 我很矛盾!!!

always like something i hate。。。

10月21日2000年

她走了。。。。

离开了世界， 到了一个属于自己的秘密花园

7月中的日子， 她一定很难过， 很难熬，因为她知道 自己之剩下1个月的生命。

就因为害怕难过，所以就在也没有去探望她了。

虽然认识她的日子很短，不到2年。 但，也学到了很多很多。。。

我，终于达到了你的希望了。

你看到了吗？

I miss ITE~ oh ya. yesterday because of the adobe premiere, we went to our lecturer's house, very thirsty, thought when go in, will have water to drink. but... when we went in.. all we do is watch is maid (vacumme machine) cleaning the floor itself. we just stare at it while he go and save the premiere pro.

oh ya. there is a new classes in DMD, althought msot of them are disable, but they are creative, they can design~ woa~ cool! dunno wat i miss in ITE. but just miss it!! i wanna go back.... *opps

I miss ITE's food, miss it miss it. have already promised my fren that i'll go back ite if today no class. cos jordan want to g et premiere pro from one of the lecturer there. but then, when we reached there, that lectuere is not there?!!? haha.

but finally i've got the chance to eat the food there! yeah. and also get back my 3d advance's cd. also helped some of my frens to get back theirs. then can pass it to them somedays.





tats mine. when ever u see some clip is funny, then its mine . haha




Done by Huiling


Done by Joanne

tats my fren's very good rite? her 3d . haha. 3d basic, i very enthu. until the advance, i too lazy to do anything le. then... anyhow do and hand in. haha.

ok ok . hajar~ i try to do the translate. hahahaha. hmmm
hehe, i try i try. hahaha

he love her. she love him too.
after university, she and him not together. He and her become closer than best fren.
after a few yrs, he went to american. she went to japan.
after some times, they meet in hong kong.
but he and she still not together.
every year, she waited for his birthday wish.
there are things that i care about every day. but i can only say its once a year.
happy birthday
this yr, his mail is late for 42 hours. because.....



haha how come i translate until no feel le. haha



Today went to many places i've never been to before. meet Jordan go NAFA open house. before we go, we went to peace centre to have lunch. the lunch is dunno open from wat country. they slice the meat on a stick one. dunno how to describe. k.. the chicken is... quite spicy. hmmm. the most expensive chicken rice i've ever eat. haha. not really tat nice la. speaking the truth. after tat, we went up to a shop where they sell those custome. fake blood, even got the "ger ger" hair, the eygpt thing, sword.... and many many. interesting shop.

k. after tat go nafa... actually wasted our time there. haha. then we went to a place where they show artistic movie. atheletic movie. that place is weird. insdie, there is only one movie reflected on the wall. the plac is empty. except a lady sitting by the table... alone. haha. then the place is all close and dark.. and inside only 3 ppl including us. hahaha. scary..

then went to ICON. tat place open for quite long le. everytime want to go there, but then, dun have to chance to. now got chance le! tat place... quite small. but lots of shirt..

after tat, i went back, then meet ruifen to go Shiya's birthday BBQ. haha Again, i know no one there. haha i always went to bbq, chalet, trip to other country, church camp where i know no one only 2 ppl or 1 only. haha. quite fun. know many new "frens" from NYP. then those nbss ppl.. all never seen me before........haiz~ 我长得像空气， 只是默默的存在。。。

他爱她。她也爱他。

大学毕业后，他和她没有在一起。他和她成为了比好朋友还好的朋友。

过了一阵子，他去了美国，而她之后去了日本。出现在他们身边的人不只一个。

再过一阵子，他和她在香港团聚。

但他和她还是没有在一起。

每年生日，她就等他的生日祝福。

There are things that I care about every day. But I can only say it once a year.

生日快乐

今年，他的电邮迟了42个小时，因为。。。 。。。

aww~ so sweet~ i wanna watch! i wanna watch!!

Cop it from Ding zhi yong's blog . haha

340 more days to the next new year! isn't tat fast?
40 more days to be 300 days, then 300 more days to the next new year!!!
oh no oh no... time flies~

Today very dragging.. i went to peace centre to print my typo stuff.... before i went, i tried put my file to the thumbdrive... then.... very shock, my file is 6gb.... why? haha. then i have to change the image to jpeg. then, went to peace centre.... the first file is 700mb. the second one.. .1gb.. how come my freehand file so big one.... then i waited for it to print for ..2and a half hour.. i wanted to save some money. so i take 857 home... i sit under the air con for 1 hour ar!?!?! so far... then i went popular to buy tracing paper. they only got 1 stack. $13.. so ex... then i went cambrige to buy. realising tat i forgot to buy mounting board.. they only got big piece, have to cut myself one.. then i suddenly rememebred tat i got many at home. have to cut myself de...

when i reach home, i realise tat. my mounting board can only cut A4. haha. cannot cut A3... haiz~ but then... luckily la... manage to print them out. but when i do the mock one, the paper look zhou zhou de.. think tomorrow have to go print... hope i dun have to wait for 2 hours tomorrow...

~haiz. very sian.. dun feel like doing typo leh.... ~haiz....... i hate typo~ i hate com di~ hahaha...

now i'm just wasting my time... play games in lazylaces.com.... haiya.. why cannot have consultation tomorrow. then tomorrow i stay at home, i'll start wasting my time again.... i want job!!! but no time.... arh... can i have 48 hours a day.... hate it when i'm really nothing to do.... i like to be occupite with things... oh no oh no.. so 无聊啦!

eh wait! but i can't wait for 7pm to reach:> Because..(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx) <- will expose this paragraph when its time to. think when i expose it, it will be a long long blog. haha

haha.Today wake up at 12pm. then nothing to do. I took out my ITE work and see. haha so 怀念~ this is done in 3D basic. but then this vampire return look more advance than my advance's lesson. haha and the advance's work look like basic. oh but too bad. i forgot almost everything on how to do 3D..... ~haiz.. wasted...



This it is very dark. adjust ur computer's light if its too dark.



So funny la this one. my fren do the wall, knock down until so nice. still rectangle some more. hahaha.



suppose to make it scary... in the end become comedy. hahahha.Not very professional. but.. we took only ... 1 week to do all this. then last min got many problem . and the date line is just in a few hours. so... become like tat. haha


then i go and play my game....


didn't realise that i didn't show them before. my family says its too fast. Think because i know where they will come out. haha, to me i think its just nice. haha. eh. but then, i forgot how to create game liao. maybe should go look back the worksheet and recall someday. Ooooo~ so 怀念 lah.... i want to go back.

then after looking back at all these things, i went clark quey with justine, victoria and sam to take photos. see ppl playing the “GMAX SINGAPORE " bungy things. so scary. 真为他们紧张。
but finally took some shots for typography liao :> wee~

omg... just realise tat.. i dun have any money to spent everymonth actually. ...
my father give me 300 per month. but then, i have to pay bus fare. - $52= 248. then i got the prudential things to pay. $70 = 178. then i have to pay hand phone -$35 = 143. 143 every month. means everyday got 143/31=$4.6.
$4.60 everyday. but then everyday i have to help my parents buy news paper. $15... $4.60 - 15=$-10.40


....... no wonder my bank can only take out, cannot put in....... so that 300 is for me to pay bill and bus fare? i dun have to eat?!!?! omg.... and $4.60 per day is 1 meal. one day i can only eat 1 meal?!!?!?!? omg.... i'm going to be thinner and thinner... didn't realise i'm getting thinner until recently... my aunty every month see me will say i'm getting thinner... then tat day i meet my long time no see cousin.. She keep asking me wat did i do to get thinner.........

ar~~~ i need a job!!! maybe i should study and work everyday.. ar.!!! my fren work from 9 till 3, then study from 4 till 7, or 8. then work in other job from 10 till the next day. He sleep alternatly. 2 days sleep once.... am i going to be like him soon?!!?!? oh my.... oh my....

wo hou~ open house~ tiring day. but then... say sian.. abit sian.. say not fun, its also not really not fun. haha. eh.. say tired.. also not like tat foodmin tat time. hahha. hmm... but sat reall very sian have to go back.. i dun want to go back school on sat.. tats why i dun join cca. hahaha. ~haiz...

But have to go...oh~ and today's mass dance was the most scariest dance i've ever seen. someboday beside me, grab my neck throughout the dance!!! oh. i mean "chicky" dance. She grabbed my neck! i was falling back and front all the way. didn't even know wat i'm dancing. i'm about to fall down, then somehow dunno who from behind hit me from the back so hard that i was up again. wuhu~ suddenly everything is slow motion. i tried to pull her hand away. but wah.. she super strong. when the hand is gone... the dance over le... hahaha

seems like some fighting training. hahahhaha. eh. but funny, everyone seems to be ok. except me struggeling all the way. haha. k la. although its scary, but its fun too. haha

wah.. this is

时间一天一天的过。 我们的思想也在一天一天的改变。“你长大后要做什么” 已经不能用在我们的生上了。 不知不觉， 我们已经长大了。。。

以前，一直以来都知道我想要的是什么。现在，跟着岁月的改变，已经不知道我要什么了。 以前的梦想也就这样慢慢的消失了。记得以前，和一位很要好的朋友，下课后，留在学校聊着我们的梦想。一聊就聊个两三个小时。就感觉好像已经看到我们的未来。当时的时光就好像全世界的时间都属于我们的。没有烦恼，想做什么就去做。可以发呆一整天，一发就发了五年。。。

醒来的时候，就发现自己两手空空的站在一个十字路口上。没有车的十字路口，看不见中点的十字路口。花了很多时间来决定那条路。没有目的地的走在那条路上，看见了很多事情，了解了很多事情，走了很久，但还是看不见中点。这条路走的对吗？我应该继续吗？

argh! i hate typo.... This stupid ABCDEFG. have to write it over and over again... hand pain ar.... dun feel like doing my homework... so sian... and guess wat. i'm having coughing and sore throat again..... yeah.... friday went to my fren's birthday party. its quite fun. but his house is hard to find. i printed out the map he draw. haha so that i can find on my way. but then.. i didn't print the number.. when i alight at bedok. i can't find the place.. walk for 30 mins, and because it was raining heavily, i decided to take taxi.

haha i dunno the address. i only have the map. but then actually the map is not tat clear. when i went in the taxi, i show the driver the map. hahaha. when i take out, it is soak halfway with the rain water. haha. then we were both trying to figure out wat it write. This driver is quite fierce. I just sit inside only, then he very fierce liao. think its just the tone of his voice. after showing him the "soaked" map, he keep nagged and nagged. keep saying this place is hard to find. then he nag all the way. hahaha.

i just sit there and listen. i went out of the house at 4.30pm. reach bedok at 6pm. walk for 30 mins, then reached his house around 7pm. hahahahhaha
wat a long journey. but then overall is quite fun. :>

oh~ but reach home le.. have to do homework liao... so sian.... my whole right hand hurts!!!! tomorrow got a meeting at 6pm... also.... very sian~~~
sian sian sian~~ oh today msn with one of my old fren. Jin min. think he is coming back from australia next yr!!! now thinking back, he has been away for... 5 yrs?!?! so long ar. .. wah.... he is trying to find job in singapore. if cannot find any, then he not coming back le? hmm. hope he found one fast.. so long never meet le... hope to have a sec gathering soon. !!!
5A1! where are u all?!!??!

today was a tiring day. my fren's brother (rui liang) is getting married today... then because ruifen said that they need a love song . they dun have one. so they want to borrow from me. they need it early in the morning to 敬茶, so.. no choice, i have to stay at her house. yesterday night i went over to her house. chat for the whole nite :> love the feeling. it seems like we are having holiday !:>

then when they 敬茶， i sleeping haha. but after i wake up and prepare everything, wah.. their whole relative came. cos the wedding "lunch" is at sentosa the hotel there. so they book 2 shutter bus. all the relative will come to ruifen's house, then go together.... wah... the feeling is so weird... althought i've seen all their relative before, because i attended her 表姐's wedding last yr. But, i'm the only " fren" there. it seems like chinese new yr there. ppl giving red packet. then the aunty will ask "eh? who is this ar?" ... so paiseh... i stay in her room all day. haha. but at least got her brother (rui sheng) and their cousin 培. got many kids too. haha then the kids want to listen ghost story. then one of the kids tell story for ... like half an hour.. same story, we listen until we nearly fall asleep. She keep saying "还没有讲完!" then she goes on.. and on... its fun...

after that, we went to the wedding "lunch". we are the one who tell them who sits where. something went wrong at first. but lucky it went smoothly after that.. the lunch is good.. very full. after the wedding "lunch" we went to ...dunno which beach to take photos. there is one place where there are movie, and the chair will movie together with the movie. its fun~. after this, we went to dunno which beach to play... from 5pm to..8+... tired.. went to vivo city for dinner, reach home around 10+pm... wake up at 5am.!!! so tired... but dun feel like sleeping... might have many error in this blog. cos i already dunno what i am typing now. haha. just want to blog today down.

wee~ today borrow wacom from my old fren.

today's lesson only 1an a half hour! so good! i thought its 2.30. when it reached 2pm , then i realise we dismiss at 1.30pm. haha after school, i meet my old fren to find our old fren. so long never see our old fren~ so happy. she is working in a medicure shop. then.. we ask her to help us do. charge us $23. haha. not really worth it. opps!

6 yrs never meet le. the first thing she saw me was 庆卉变很多。 then she say that she remember that last time... 我讲话很小声的。 hmmmm... weird... i dun remember me speaking very softly..... i only remember last time in class i seldom open my mouth only. haha. maybe i open a bit only then they thought i'm talking. hahaha.


*i think our typography's lecturer is a bit like.. ng yew hock. haha.

Yeah! no homework today..

everyday no matter how long i sleep, still not enough.... but then.. dunno why. today is a happy day~ dunno. just feel happy. hmmm maybe because got no homework. .
forgot the bring photoshop cd-rom for Hajar... forgot to return Grace her cd... forgot to bring the typography for Sam... 啊~ 什么都忘记了。。。。

first day of lesson. i wake up at 10am.... then find that its too late. so...
second day, i wake up at 9.30am.... but then.... also preparing in a rush.... think tomorrow have to wake up at 9am le... oh ! and yes! every Monday no lesson again! back to how it used to be liao. yeah~

oh ya... today something funny happen again. haha.
the lecturer want to give us a quiz. then we have to find a partner... i find victorial. then sam say wanna partner with me. they both pull me for 3 sec... then... i think victorial see sam wanna partner me, so she find charissa. then, i think Sam see i wanna partner Victorial, then he go find Jammie.... both go off at the same time... then become i got no partner...








lucky got Li jia~ both of u 给我记住! haha

omg!

First day of lesson today already so late then finish work...


today......... 真丢脸!
lesson haven't start already got something 不好意思 happen.
i went up to level 4, with one of my fren... (forgotten her name :X )
her lesson is ideation2. mine is typography.
her class was just next to mine. when i reached my class, i open the door. the door is usually just pull. but i forgot. i thought its lock, i tried to get my .....dunno wat card out to scan. then someone behind me just come and open the door.

at the moment, i was thinking " oh! new classmate!" (we change class every month, so everymonth will meet someone new)
then i follow him to the class.
when i step into the class, wah. half of the class was occupided. and so many new faces! "so early so many ppl come liao~lalala~"
so i walk around to find sit happily. i went to the third roll, 1st sit. wah the air con super cold. so i stand up and walk to the middle one. sit down a while. thinking about eh. how come didn't see victorial , sam, justine they all... thats weird...

then i wait a while more..... suddenly...... i realise ..... that... i came into the class too early. they are still having lesson...........

the weird thing is, the class got no reaction one..... the lecturer also.... but then.. 真不好意思。。。。 so... i 将错就错。。。keep sitting there.... dare not to move... finally, everyone went out... then left the lecturer and me.... about 5 mins later.... Sam, victorial and the others are here~

wah... 涅了一把冷汗.... k.. so their lecturer is also my lecturer...
the lecturer very loh soh... i listen until i screen saver a while. back to her, then screen saver again.... keep yawning....