从前，从前, 我有一个梦想。
后来我实现了一部分。
也因为实现了一部分， 才发现那已经不在是梦想 了。
那已经是现实。而往往现实是残酷的。
于是， 我放下它得到了另一种的快乐。
作天看到一本书名 [为梦想流的五种眼泪]
才回想起自己的梦想。

有些人, 一生中只有那一个梦想。
有些人的梦想一直在变。
也有些人, 活了一辈子，都找不到自己的梦想。
不管怎么样，有梦想就好了。
虽然那个梦想依然还在，但我选择然它保留永远是梦想。。。


unforgotten memories* / 1:27:00 PM

Went to eat this today!!


Tamago beef!! i think i didn't eat this for 6months already. still good!

Waited Mr Egg for sooo long, before i leave the house, i ate cup noodles. too hungry. haha after met him, we eat yoshino.
i think 1 hour later, we eat this







He bought this. haha so funny.


soooo full... suppose to go home to have dinner.. but...
I went to pack my room until i forgot about my dinner!!!
Because my computer is in my living room, other than sleeping, i seldom went in. I found this!!


Little Prince casousel book!



Then i found this! i think after i bought this, i learn for 1 week only. haha


and i have 5 unuse new notebook... Then i just realise my fren gave me a notebook as a present few yrs ago. and i got another notebook as present from the same person last yr! lol. both still haven't open.


and this japanese hairstyle book! Love it. their hairstyle is sooo pretty so i bought it. but until now still dunno how to tie. haha


then i pack pack pack, then i found this! Feng shui!!! LOL why did i bought this book? so funny! i totally forgot about this book!


Then i found this "birthday charm" I've never read it until today. then i realise.. its actually a birthday curse!!

"Slow and blur like yourself!!" No wonder until now i'm still slow and blur!!!!

Two of my wardrobe is fully occupied!!




Can't buy anymore cloths already.. haiz...........................................

unforgotten memories* / 11:25:00 PM

13-03-11

Today went out with my old fren. wanted to go out with her must book 1 yr in advance. haha we went to our "old place" the place where we use to work in. we seated there and chat and draw just like the old time.

i think because i sleep very late this few days. when i walk to the bus stop, at the corner of my eyes i thought i saw a deer eating grass! i turn my head and see.. its a very huge brown dog eating grass. but there is a white fence around it. i really thought i saw a deer!!
i didn't draw anything today. i bring my coloring book out to color! lol i show it to my fren. she also say the coloring book really is very detail. i still haven't finish tat page. haha cos i keep talking. Quite worth it. $4, 1 page can color 3 days. haha.

We seat and talk about many things. then suddenly she tell me one of her colleague told her. she said tat ppl say we born as a women, is because our past life, we were really bad person, then she tell me. like tat wat about animals? wat are they in their past life? haha

But i totally disagree with that, i told her, actually its not women. its actually man. cos now i think man are having more hard time. we always say "u must sent girls home no matter how tired u are cos u must be gentlement", "you must work harder for your future cos u need to earn money for your family", "you must help us take heavy stuff". "you must run faster than us". "you must..." "you must..." "you must.."
I think they are having more stress than us now. haha

After tat my fren ask if can reborn again and if can chose will u want to be a woman again? but actually who knows maybe at tat time we really chose, and maybe this is really wat we've decide. Then i told her must see wat country. if sg, i think i'll still want to be woman, if other country, cos some country the woman must work and the man will stay at home. i think its somewhere in china but at that time, dunno why i say if its african....

i think about it again.. i will want to be the fly. hahahaa egypt-cat. india-mice. haha

we talk about alot of stupid stuff. feel so relax in the cafe. but we can't draw long now, draw a while only our eyes feel so sleepy. so basically, we talk from 1pm to 9pm haha. my throat abit dry now...

hohoho i finally got that video haha.



unforgotten memories* / 9:07:00 PM

11-03-11
My friday night. My super messy table.

The table is so small i have to put my keyboard under the monitor's base so its like.. how should i describe.... it is overlapping . when i type, it swing. and so is my monitor...

after work, jordan and i went to far east. this is our dinner..

I feel so fat after this dinner...

12-03-11
Went to eat Korean BBQ today! so fun!! the waiter is a korean too. so funny. he keep disturbing jordan and even fed him! lol But because he disturb him too much he treat jordan a can of coke. Dun have the video now. when i get it i shall upload it here. haha He keep saying so embarassing haha but dun care. i secretly upload it here.



Full of food on the table















I bought some nail polish the other day. so bling!


Bought the "bling bling" nail polish at Etude when they are having sales. but now so ex.. can't bear to use it for now. (close up)


After applying those, i keep looking at my nails this few days. hee

I went to liang court with my fren the other day. finally i found my coloring book! i was searching for those very detailed coloring book not those winnie the pooh kind. Many ppl told me coloring book is for kids!
I found one at the kino there. My fren keep laughing at me

But i dun think kids can color those things. they are so detailed!


I finish abit of it today at jordan's house haha. he does his project, i color my stuff.

I think it is really very detailed! i spend hours to color until here. After finsih the hair, i realise it look like some chocolate biscuits. lol
just found the look alike biscuits.



I was looking through my photos just now and i found this...
My sis's back!

I shouted black swan when i saw it. lol. eeeeeek!!

unforgotten memories* / 12:07:00 AM