I wanted to give it up but i couldn't let it go. Somehow, the war started since last yr. To run away or to stay, i chose to stay. Because someone said to me once, "if you've been to hell, everywhere is heaven" I thought once its over, I will be more relax, and be able to earn more money. But as time pass, why isn't the number in my bank increase? My health is getting weaker and weaker for working more than 12 hours a day.

I still love design but really hate the working hours. Who set the rules tat designers must work OT? If you ask me wat did they train us there, I would say trained to be a ninja. We would try to disappeared in the company, without anyone notice. We work for very long hours, crack our brain, without bonus and very little pay. Thinking about my future, wat happen when i am 40 yrs old? married with child but still have to crack my brain and work for 12 hours? I think i would be too tired to do so. I think i would rather work in office, office hour, no OT, dun need to crack my brain but with bonus. So.. I think i've decided.... to change my line... or rather, to change my career path... I hope the war can end now...